NEW YORK — Savannah Guthrie is returning to NBC’s 'Today' show this Monday after more than a two-month absence in the wake of her mother’s mysterious disappearance. Although she is excited to come back to the job she loves, she finds herself in an emotional turmoil, uncertain about how to navigate her return in light of her current circumstances.

Guthrie has openly expressed the changes she has undergone during this distressing time. 'It's hard to move forward without knowing what happened to Nancy Guthrie,' she stated about her mother, who is believed to have been taken against her will from her home in Arizona.

Despite extensive searches conducted by federal, state, and local authorities along with numerous volunteers, no leads have surfaced since Nancy was reported missing on February 1. The emotional toll of uncertainty weighs heavily on Guthrie. In a heartfelt video message shared on Easter Sunday, she reflected on moments of despair, addressing her feelings of abandonment as she grapples with the situation.

Returning to 'Today,' she expressed doubt about fitting back into a role typically filled with joy and laughter. 'When I return, I want my smile to be real,' she conveyed. It’s a sentiment that captures the struggle of maintaining professionalism while dealing with profound personal grief.

Initially skeptical about her comeback, Guthrie acknowledged that she can't pretend to be someone she's not, yet feels an undeniable pull to rejoin her colleagues. 'It’s my family,' she emphasized.

Nancy Guthrie, known for her occasional appearances on 'Today,' had a close relationship with her daughter. The Guthrie family is offering a $1 million reward for information leading to Nancy’s recovery. Authorities suspect she was kidnapped following the discovery of blood at her home and have released surveillance footage showing a masked individual near her property on the night of her disappearance.

As the investigation slows, with fewer tips and awarded attention, Savannah hopes for a resolution while balancing her personal sorrow against the public's expectations. 'I want to smile, and when I do it will be real,' she affirmed, as she navigates her return to the warmth and lightness of morning television amidst the shadow of uncertainty.